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Story of My Life

Thu Nov 12, 2009, 10:31 AM
Well... everything is here for my Bookman cosplay... well, almost. I had to buy a new bald cap. My other one ripped when I put it on. >.< I am currently painting the jacket. The back's done, but needs to dry (and I need to get as much of the accidental paint spots off as I can, which isn't a lot). I need to re-glue parts of the hair, which I completed the other day, but just need to make a little sturdier.

I've found myself to be rather moody lately. For the past week or so, I've been crying... a lot. No real rhyme or reason to why I've been crying (ok... maybe once there was a good reason, but that's besides the point). It's hard to get me to cry to begin with. The only ways to get me to cry are if I'm in an extreme amount of pain (i.e. when I broke my ankle and was forced to walk on it to get to the car so I could go to the doctor), out of severe frustration (i.e. when I thought I was going to end up failing my senior year because of said ankle because I couldn't do the state required tests in my gym class), and to severely hurt me emotionally. But I have felt none of these in the past week. I really hate this. I hate when I don't know what's making me upset. I talked to Maki about it (during the crying periods actually), and we both think it might be my empathy... but I dunno. I think it might be a bit more than that now. I just don't know... Thanks for being there for me, Maki. It means a lot to me. I just wish I could be as helpful for you. I know you say I am, but I really feel like I'm not. I can never be there when you need someone (like on Monday), and I can't talk to you as much because of work. I'm sorry...

You know... now that I think about it... maybe that's what is getting me all depressed these days... O.o"

I've managed to catch a cold. Dunno how the heck I pulled it off, but I did. I'm a lot better than I was yesterday, but I'm still not 100%. Hoping I'll feel better by Saturday. I'm sure I won't be miraculously healed by tomorrow for work.

Speaking of which... oh man... it's been a rough week. In this one week, we have run out of bags, run out of coupons, run out of receipt tape, and a lot more. *facepalm* I REALLY hope we get more bags and receipt tape tomorrow....

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: 'Doubt and Trust' by Access

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  • Interests: Anime, Video Games, Manga, Candles
  • Favourite movie: Transformers
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Within Temptation, Linkin Park, Three Days Grace
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.K. Rowling
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts, Phoenix Wright, Super Smash Bros, Pokémon Ranger, Guitar Hero
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii

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:iconstupidangel:
Hey Rukia, it's Chad XD

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:iconstupidangel:
How are you doing?

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:iconilikeydamunkeh:
Pretty good. How 'bout you?
:iconstupidangel:
Sittin in class XD Got out of accounting early again XD

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It's being intelligent and interesting that's the challenge.

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